it's already the new year! i swear time goes so much faster when you're an adult. i have a hard enough time keeping track of what day it is. without summer vacations and winter breaks everything just blends together!
so the new year usually means resolutions that get ignored and forgotten by february- march if you're really determined. i don't believe in resolutions, but i do believe in improvements for the new year. my stance on things is that i can improve my life any time that i see fit or have the sudden motivation to do so. on top of not caring much for the idea, i don't like to share my improvements (resolutions, if you must). in my mind they are personal...and if i fail i don't really want people to know. hahaha.
this year is a little different. i'm turning 22, which is an age that i've been drawn to for a few years now. i don't know why, and i swear i'm not crazy. i feel like it's time to change some things that i've grown unhappy with over the past year, or two. there's things i know i'd be better without, and things i know i'd be better with. i want to call this the year of learning.
i won't post any of my improvements i'm working on, but i might talk about them eventually, we'll see. i just want to be somewhere i'm content and happy with. i know that place will change and morph, but i want to know i'm working at something better. i feel like i've become far too comfortable with my current situation, and a bit selfish. now is a time to learn and grow for the better. i just pray i will maintain the motivation. haha.
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